Today was a tough day, a scary day. A day I will remember forever. I have my own family now. A reason to push forward and to do better in life. Much like the day I found out, I was speechless. Having a child is so surreal, it feels like we just found out we were pregnant a few days ago. Now she is here. These last few days have been tough, before, during and after.
My life is no longer about me. I have a responsibility now. I have more of a reason to be a better person. I consider myself to have had a normal easy life with good parents. I still plan to do better than my parents, and plan to push so Lyra can be better than me. I believe a child should be an upgrade.
Today new the first day of the rest of my life.